Sunday, October 31, 2010

FLORES PARA LOS MUERTOS



....who would fardels bear, / To grunt and sweat under a weary life, / But that the dread of something after death, / The undiscovered country from whose bourn/ No traveller returns, puzzles the will/ And makes us rather bear those ills we have/ Than fly to others that we know not of? --- Hamlet, Prince of Denmark, William Shakespeare




GRAVEYARD EPITAPHS


Flowers for the dead
Rot: the garbage man collects
Dumpster mementos.

Thus, songs for the dead
Become evening echoes drowned
In trash bin clangor.

Remembrances die
With spent candles snuffed
Over silent tombstones.

Flores para los muertos
Are dead flowers in the wind
Though wild winds tow them.

We are fallen twigs
That will not be back on trees
Though wild winds lift us.



--- ALBERT B. CASUGA
Mississauga, October 31, 2010




7 comments:

  1. She walks somewhere
    in than one word, that sphere
    of fire,
    She smiles with kind eyes
    knowing what is cold
    and what is old
    yet young and giggly
    she half pouts and listens
    to the untuned piano
    and she warmly plays on
    the magic of her concerto.

    Maam Ophie, we will be there
    for fear that you would miss us
    and make a roll call.
    How could we miss you
    even in the last dry run
    to the ultimate One.

    At least you would laugh
    I hope you will smile
    at this painful try.
    Phoenix, you are on fire!

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  2. Maam Ophie believed in me even if I doubted myself. Too proud to show my perceived mediocrity of how I may compose a poem, I kept my attempts in vaults denial.

    To Maam Ophie Dimalanta, these are some poems you kindled in me:


    PROXEMICS

    The gaps between us
    are silences
    shielding timidity
    masking the shame
    or the regrets.
    The celluloid
    wall simply warns
    not to break too much
    of anything much
    But assures just the same
    That you are there
    and I am here
    within seeing
    Definitely within feeling
    Yet never breaking through.
    ∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞
    Fisherman


    Boredom never touches his face
    now lined after three years and
    three scores of line fishing.
    Yet such eagerness, such hope unwavering
    such patience, sweet patient wait.
    Now old and almost bent,
    his wiry legs and wiry arms
    speak of tons of waves, salt and sun.
    He sits there in silence, a rule for windless days
    Lazy waves come long in between
    knocking soft hellos
    smack, smack on his barroto.

    Is this the man who smiled
    Who I once asked how to fish?
    Is this the man who said: SAIL and
    Let go that fish for a little swim
    if it bites
    Let go a little
    Then make that sudden opposite jerk
    To snag its mouth in time
    Then gently, slowly bring in the line.

    If he is the man who taught me how to fish
    He perhaps doesn’t know the joys I got
    with the fishing lines I tried quite a lot
    with the letting go
    and the sudden opposite jerk
    surprising myself with the catch.
    We don’t talk much,
    Perhaps he knows
    but perhaps
    he doesn’t know much about me
    or what it felt to be innocent
    and now more ignorant about life,
    love, and rowing,
    about the missed scales,
    the tricks of currents
    winds, moon and fins
    in this catch for endless shades
    of baiting and knowing.


    Dr. Ophelia Alcantara-Dimalanta,
    a teacher, a poet, a friend, an honor for Philippine and Asian Literature!

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  3. THE SEARCH
    7
    Hear the blue in my lips
    Touch the green in my eyes
    Taste the beat of my heart
    Rainbow the wounds
    Sculpt the sky
    Hold my hand
    Sing!

    I cannot hear
    But I am here.

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  4. Good work, "terraces". Please get in touch wth me through your email. Write me at albertcasuga@gmail.com. I would like to see more of your poems.

    Your poetry honours your mentor, OAD.

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  5. She walks somewhere
    in that one word...


    I kept my attempts in vaults of denial...

    The Fisherman is Maam Ophie...

    We are still in pain as she lies there. She kept on telling us
    she would look for her students
    and friends during her wake.

    She knew last summer would be her last, she kept on dealing with themes and lines about death. We all tried to erase the thought as if we were immortals... dying is never fun for those who are still living.

    Albert, you are one of her treasures. How she would mention
    the writers she coached in the past. How she relishes the well written phrase. She was the most patient observer to our efforts at poetry. She kept drumming: language, language, keep writing, keep writing, balance the mind and the heart!

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  6. Im trying to finish a powerpoint presentation for Maam Ophie. May I quote your most recent post about her?

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  7. To your last note, "terraces": by all means use my stuff in your powerpoint. You honour Ophie by finishing it. Good luck. Let's keep n touch. And thanks for the kind words. ALBERT

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